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Cold River Flow

by Doom Scroller

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I am on a river. On the shore vague figures watch from among the sullen trees. Beneath the surface of the slow water is everything I am afraid of. At any moment I could be pulled under and tethered by the cloying darkness. There are things below we ignore but are constantly aware of. It’s beautiful on the water but it is scary.

I use the surface of the river as a mirror to see the things in myself I would rather not look at. I use the water to continue moving.
My anxiety, depression, fears, doubts and pain are all present in this track. All these things have been with me for years. This song, also, has been with me. It helps me stay afloat.

lyrics

Cold river folds the moon in the night
I shiver wishing someone would hold my hand
and this feeling comes over me

The colours feeding off the bank come back to me
fall back, and fade.

Bad feelings come to me in the night
I never have been tall enough to keep them out
it’s all a bit much for me.

The river flowing out of me is adamant
yet slow and it’s all the rush I need
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I hope this old heart won’t soon give out
It’s been bothering me
that all this time I slept in fear and doubt

Thoughts occur then slip into the night
it’s still puzzling me
why I can’t seem to step into the light

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Dark weather waits for me on the shore
light shimmers as the water enfolds it all
down in the rushes and reeds

and figures staring out at me are palpable
but ghosts oh its all the fear in me.

I know that this river flowing out of me this avalanche
it flows with all the things I don’t need to hear
well this figure staring back at me is more than me
more than my reflection
its all imaginary
I know that these colours bleeding out of me are multiplying
They grow
As they’re flowing out of me
Darker darker
I can hear the water as it calls to me by name
Say how’s it know my name?

credits

released December 4, 2023
Credits
Song by Alex Auldsmith
Video by Alex Auldsmith Video features Suzi Cunningham : suzicunninghamartist.weebly.com & Alex Auldsmith Director of Photography Scott Bruce
Drone Footage by Colin Bathgate

Artwork by Callum of CMB Graphic Design - cmbgraphicdesign.com
Mastered by Liam Narrie - liamnarrie.com
Mixed by Scott Bathgate - scott-bathgate.com
Produced by Scott Bathgate and Alex Auldsmith

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